Personality

Personality is something we all have and we all try to improve and change at times. In our life. I myself dont like my personality, because its like society itself has caussed me to change it to fix there sterotypes, cliques, and even groups. Maybe a question we should ask ourselves is why we are all trying so hard to be something were not. Trying to impress those that dont matter. Trying to get that one glance or stare from that special person you always think about. All of this is why I ask myself "Why do I change my personality" Why do I? Is fitting in or getting that special glance all that matters to me?

Im sorry that all of this is about personality. When the true point of all this is how I change my personality to fit with the time and place, and even the people around me.

Lastly, I will like to end with this is personality something you should change for others or something others should change for you? I know it sounds contradicting but think about it

Love?

Love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. That is the definition of love. Is love only sex? or is it emotion. To me love is emotion. How can you love someone if its just sex? Why is society so interested in SEX?

Well i know that there is someone i love, and its not sex its emotion. I really wish i could have love from them.

Also I hate how alot of people in my daily life consider love to only be sex! Love is emotion not SEX. OK!!!

:) my thoughts for today

Death?

Why are we so concerned with death as a society? Why do we always want to look like death, listen to death?
Those are questions i ask myself about our society lets start thinking about LIFE AND HOPE :)

Jealousy..Personality

Dear blog,

Sometimes it seems like life itself is all a game or a story. Sometimes the things or better said the people you want are always taken before your eyes. I hate this feeling. Jealousy for me is something that is worse than hate or pain. I hate it. Of course that happen to me today and recently all this year. Someone keeps on getting what or who I want. And it really hurts, but i guess I will have to just deal. Something i find hard :/.

Sometimes it feels as if your personality is never one personality. Its like you have mixed feelings and attitudes. Is that crazy?

Also whats up with all this end of the world stuff? Why is everyone so concerned. It is so depressing :/

Bye :)

Recently

Hello recently I have been ok. I have been through some things though. Since the accident I have learned that I have to live life and not hold back. I havent been able to blog about things because I have been so busy. Overall things are going great and I am learning who my real friends are. I am thinking about quitting my job soon. I dont think my job is allowing me to do the things in my life that I want to do. Also as of now Im still not in a realtionship. I was almost in one but I got tired of her drama and all that came with it. She wasnt the type of person that I would want to be in a relationship for this. Also she lives in Florida so I would only get to see her quarterly. Overall I would say that Im happy about this, but I dont know cause she was the perfect person in a sense :(. I guess love is something that isnt meant for me. Also of course I have found some new styles I want to try. I would love to try to dress a little edgy. Maybe black pants or converses and a skull necklace I think this could be interesting. Also I have recently been in some drama. I think that I may not be all that I want to be.

School n the New Year

Well i have school tommorow :). Im looking forward to it though to see someone i really like but you know how that goes. Also for the new year im trialing Pescetarianism it seems like a healthy way to eat i did last summer for about to months but the school year kinda ruined it, but i think im ready to try again. Also im trying to lose a little weight because of some things I want to do this summer :D well thts all for now...

The Holidays :D

The holidays have been good for me. I had a great time for christmas (see pics by adding me on fb). I went shopping in florida for christmas. You wouldnt believe how the weather was it was suprisingly cool. It was like fall in north carolina or virgini:D. Im looking forward so many changes and lets look foward to the new decade and long live the 00s :D

Happy New Years